With two weeks to go for the semester and 2weeks over 2 months for INDIA, everything is unfolding slowly now. Meeting kind hearted steven, john again, being a victim of fishing (BABYSITTING JOB), Discussion with Prathyush at motel and over whisky about life all serve good incidents of this phase. I could have landed in no great trouble than getting trapped in a fraud.

     With a 'yes' and then 'no' I was denying myself and irritating parents about my visit. Finally, now am happy-happy-happy,

You are limited by the things you know.
I felt I was touring the whole America when I went to an island called south padre...I thought of the resul t even before giving the driving test..I.know I am anxious about the future when I am trying to register for the summer courses desperately
                          But what I didn't know was back home father is worried about the cbi and family wants me not to book the flight ticket. Now that brings me back to my senses and think about how hard a life can be for him
       

I Can't take the probation label anymore. I had enough of it now. I realised its bothering me when I tried to get a frnd who was only trying to make a joke. I was till then cosidering me mentally hillarious (Crazy) , but just after the scene, I am now trying not to act mentally ill.

so 'wasted' , going with it and that is all i ever wanted- having fun. In between the idea of stripping and doing it to the extent of being naked without a hint of shame. I cannot fathom the idea now

when a metal is introduced to acid, it eats away the metal leaving a roughened area. Little did I know that this was the process done when my grandmother traded old steel vessels for god statues. All the explanations to the artist and the choice of gods that she wants - just like a malgudi story that happened in my childood

No body else can be as good as I waste time ..a couple of trips ditched me and now am even more serious on getting a driving license..

       Lot of cricket calories and Christian campus centre ..this week

                    

Done with the trips and am now almost bankrupt. Will I again get to visit Chicago again and make a trip like Kansas city..may be not.
                           I decided to take it slow.one job is fine for living and now a little cautious about what am doing.
                           World life introduces me to an american family and bazooka is the best thing that happened to me in USA..I don't remember what your stage name was but I will never  be able to cherish the length of a song as I did then
                          Let me start the year without being too inferior and without compromising what would be good for me
           ABOVE ALL AM JUST A PART OF THIS WHOLE CALLED UNIVERSE AND BEING DELUDED EACH MOMENT. ALBERT EINSTEIN I PROMISE YOU THAT MY PERSPECTIVE REGARDING THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR BETTER

Bawarchi ki dandam

An alarming issue now. Can't think about it and cannot get away from thinking about it.
                 Got to mend things this semester. Will talk more to myself from now..once again yes to blogging and no to Bawarchi..bye bye...enough of the vagabond services to you and ofcourse thanks for teaching about the real America..businesses .and people here. Will cherish working there forever. The Biryani..Steve john Deepak..ah..

The small mansion that I built using a tractor top and some gunny bags on the terrace of my house..looking at the stars..getting to drive a tractor..finding some way to go for swimming..chat bandar on the street. These things define my life.