An year back, exactly the same fear kicked in about my grades. In the end it wasn't as bad as it turned out to be.
    It's very difficult to monitor your thoughts when everything that is going around is about the same thing your are trying to forget.
 After all my father and family is battling a real life war out there. This fear is just a development of constant over thinking.
Remember: I was the awarded MOST POSITIVE THINKER in my undergraduate college

It was an interesting story where my grandfather used to tell me that Dad used to hangout with his own lectures for sendhi (kallu). After looking into his certificates (lost and found in "sandhiga"), I can only say that he was not bad (may be better than I, when compared with his struggles)

A national trade certificate!!

The certificates dates back to 1989, where he joined an UG course (and dropped off-only to get married). I was into this world in 1991 :)- Mysterious turnaround

life is about now and then another and another. Should stop being so self consumed and look into life as it is and come to terms with it.

Poker nights and Pavan room are like a nice slip in the day for me.


BRUCE CAFETERIA- HALL OF FAME :) HA HA

DIWALI NIGHT..I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY NAME IT SO

LOVELY TIMES..

THEY CALL IT A DEAD LOOK BUT WELL..

BOUGHT A TICKET FOR A TELUGU FILM -ONLY TO WIND UP IN AN INTERSTELLAR

Fourth time. I have yet again failed the difficult test of my life. It can't be more demolishing when you have everybody taking about it and confirming to ....whatever, next time it is !

These are the days where am most unproductive, spending money which I shouldn't, drinking and eating for passing time. The results are showing too, 5 pounds more heavy.The credit cards approval (8,500) is a huge relief in this dollar drought.
               Back home, everything is happening quick new home, new car, and a succesfull land settlement.

Karthik San Antonio drop-off to a college, bbq at oaks and parties at springhills are like a final mashup before the graduation. FIRST TIME AT AN IMAX- Interstellar - HOW LUCKY WE WOULD ALL BE TO MOVE INTO A WORLD WHERE TIME IS JUST ANOTHER PHYSICAL UNIT AND YOU COULD RELATIVELY JUMP INTO ANY MOMENT YOU WANT.

So only when we are sure that nothing worse than now can happen WE TEND TO BREAK BAD ??
                                  Stopped working a part time, only when I was sure that I can do without a job.  Bombay chopsticks was like a full throttle run to stop (1600$ in 5 weeks).
              My wish to work in a store is completed by spice rack. I envy the kind hearts of vikram and shailaja Madame. The guest house, Mexican amigos and the way business is done will be remembered forever.

SIX FLAGS was like the craziest adventures and a trip to be remembered. The girl with tennis bat was the one to be married..playing with a flair and smile.

This avva was a complete surprise who remembered me and wished all success. How blind was I to a person who knew me dearly. 

I felt good when someone said am grounded without a us return flair. I am trying to mingle and meet every single person that I can. In the process I always  spent extravagantly and nothing looks simple and grounded for an outsider