These are the days where am most unproductive, spending money which I shouldn't, drinking and eating for passing time. The results are showing too, 5 pounds more heavy.The credit cards approval (8,500) is a huge relief in this dollar drought.
               Back home, everything is happening quick new home, new car, and a succesfull land settlement.

Karthik San Antonio drop-off to a college, bbq at oaks and parties at springhills are like a final mashup before the graduation. FIRST TIME AT AN IMAX- Interstellar - HOW LUCKY WE WOULD ALL BE TO MOVE INTO A WORLD WHERE TIME IS JUST ANOTHER PHYSICAL UNIT AND YOU COULD RELATIVELY JUMP INTO ANY MOMENT YOU WANT.

So only when we are sure that nothing worse than now can happen WE TEND TO BREAK BAD ??
                                  Stopped working a part time, only when I was sure that I can do without a job.  Bombay chopsticks was like a full throttle run to stop (1600$ in 5 weeks).
              My wish to work in a store is completed by spice rack. I envy the kind hearts of vikram and shailaja Madame. The guest house, Mexican amigos and the way business is done will be remembered forever.

SIX FLAGS was like the craziest adventures and a trip to be remembered. The girl with tennis bat was the one to be married..playing with a flair and smile.

This avva was a complete surprise who remembered me and wished all success. How blind was I to a person who knew me dearly. 

I felt good when someone said am grounded without a us return flair. I am trying to mingle and meet every single person that I can. In the process I always  spent extravagantly and nothing looks simple and grounded for an outsider

It's always haunting not to live selfish. To be honest I have always had a second thought when trying to extend my hand. So this contradiction is what defines my life. On the top it's always about being successful and happy first and then reaching out to others??

A week more and I will be back in Denton. The recovery after LASIK is not easy and coping up with the reality isn't easy either.  As my favorite bhogle says  I should practice to remember the good and forget the bad.

Give me one reason why I should never make a change...

Am I a 'matured innocent' as uvraaj says.May be am being a dumb idiot sometimes...

Dramatically cried with deekshith for being lost in my own room. I am not sure why but the inner devil felt relieved..May be there should always be some conflict to live here