Don't act like a fucking scavenger

You can't get angry with the person who feeds you.All the car drives,lavish spending's without a single word are upon his mercy. Acted like a fucking pig for a small swearing but the truth has to set in-He is like a child too, Insulting abuses ,common its his way of living but what have I done to deserve it ? I'm now this bcoz of him but still  deep down I'm hurt too. I hate to hate the fact that I sometimes hate him for that:(