How long does Glory last ?

somewhere between ego and the urge to showoff , I sometimes win and how long does this glory last ? All the magic around US .. 

                                 For some inexplicable reason I don't really know where am heading too ? Did I know in the first place that going to u.s is life changing .. not for money or standard of life there.. but to the fact that am never going to enjoy this solitude and never give a fuck about the outside world (struck in a room with pc and I love it the most ) and by hating the work I do , I just realised that the only thing I really love to do is the this .. pop some uk charts, go to a bank ,eat chat and chat , and fuck myself to sleep and yes talk to myself by blogging .