Fooled out of ignorance.. I talk of Hi-tech disbelief in god but here We were a victim of a huge scam but turned out to be quite a learning experience with a tamil-Hindi guy being wise than the word wise can be (in train on return )...The first  Rendezvous with a beach and waves, you can see that in my excitement in images below and above all , the purpose of our visit, vatsav's visa got approved.     
 Illahi Reprise , a song on repeat and I wonder if every moment in life can be backgrounded with such upbeat music

BEST MOMENT : while I was basking in sun after getting into beach, two women surprised me with their warmth and kind heart.. offered me cold water from their storage to clean myself and I was blown away when she did it on her own :)

MARINA BEACH :


























ashtalakshmi temple



madras medical college


chennai central (railway station) view from hotel room


Jawaharlal Nehru stadium


clock tower Road, Marina beach :













ashtalakshmi temple-beach
















gundi national park :





snake park ::


on return :: General compartment from chennai to kazipet :P mind = blown ??

seeing dad
                 when you ask yourself "have you made it large ".. I realised that you have to be rich in your thoughts to be rich. Can't imagine that risk taking without a vision. Now boughts 3 plants on lease  



Introspection

ఎప్పుడు ఇంకెప్పుడు ఇతరులు నాకంటే గొప్ప అనే ఆలోచన ఇంకేపుడు నన్ను వీడుతుంది ..THE FEELING OF AMAZEMENT AND INFERIORITY ON SEEING OTHERS DOING GREAT..అది ఇప్పుడే , నేను ఏంటో  నన్ను నేను ప్రశ్నించుకునప్పుడు , నేను ఇతరుల కంటే ఎం తక్కువ కాదు అని తెల్సుకునప్పుడు 

ONE FORWARD EMAIL I LOVED
I've learned…. 
That just one person saying to me, “You've made my day!” makes my day.

I’ve learned….
That being kind is more important than being right.

I’ve learned…. 
That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I’ve learned….I’ve learned….
That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.
That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I’ve learned…. 
That money doesn’t buy class.

I’ve learned….
That it’s those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I’ve learned….
That under everyone’s hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I’ve learned….
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.





MY VERY OWN EXPERIENCE ::

CALL AT 3'0 CLOCK IN THE NIGHT AFTER SLEEPING AT 2:00 FROM PASHA... RUSHED TO MAXWELL HOSPITALS
 
AFTER A PAIN IN SCROTUM . . SCROTUM ?? YES AFTER FUCKING HIS FUCK BUDDY FOR OVER 5 TIMES IN A HOUR 

MAY BE ? .. WHAT TO DO ? NO SLEEP , SPEND MONEY THAT i HAVE NOT EARNED ON HIM BUT WAIT IS THAT OKAY 

TO THINK SO , WHEN HE DESPERATELY NEEDED ME ...SO I HAVE TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND I LEARNED THAT 

THERE 

IS 

NOTHING MORE THAN 

HELPING A FRND WHEN YOU CAN!!


Finding neverland

Johnny depp ..teleporting you into a Neverland
                           You all should have one fairy in your life says it..am not sure if I do have one
                              Vagabond edge. .street art .. am not quite an artist but sure want to estlabish myself in the streets after Watching EXIT THROGH THE GIFT SHOP

The very first reaction of getting a visa approved was me happy but not like something achieved because "If Anyone can get it I dont need it" kind of feeling filled me in
           Can I ever be hospitable to people like vatsav and Rajesh are..can I ever get to parties and eat uninvited with vivek after going to U.S.
            That android I lost is making me lost.I always thoght its easy to detach for me from family friends and luxuries..but I have to admit its difficult
                              Booked a flight on august first..but that was a conscious decision to go abroad..nothing to feel bad about or miss things like they are now