Spirituality is the search for 'the sacred' but there is nothing sacred when we treat mother earth like a dustbin dumping waste everywhere. The long trip ended with me questioning myself how difficult it is to comprehend god when u consider yourself an atheist
            Me and vatsav to meet susruta.beautiful smile and sweet voice to her black toned complex. She is definetly one with more brains than us and not a feminst kind for sure. May I be her at times dedicated and open

Dream done

In films people from sub urbans  wish to grow up and move to a big city..    For me it was to watch sachin bat live and witness his entry into ground and this month I did
                                                    No month I have been so punctual to the swimming pool.again started playing guitar to kick the drerariness out of my life.
                                            Its now officially 51 days to the final exam of my degree
                
                    

true that drinking paralyses your senses and brain. But nothing is definitive in the world..not ur life ..not ur frndz.. u create your own life and its destiny.blame urself for that..2 final yr mates spot dead. Prashanth the dirctor who had envisioned love of life through his short films  could not have a vision of how fatal that drive could be.
                                      I don't know if RIP means anything but how stupid of some ppl commenting for the sake of it like adding tear smileys besides RIP or an unlike statement.

       Dandupalyam..its one hell of a film to understand what's pro human and wild angle of a human race

Perspective

You are good where you are just breathe..stay in the present..as a chinese proverb says if u r depressed u r in the past and if u r anxious u r in the future..well life is time and the best time is now.     
                   Enough of philosophy bt I would rather get lost in my thoughts and fucked by philosophy rather than fucked by boredom and become dreary

You are good where you are just breathe..stay in the present..as a chinese proverb says if u r depressed u r in the past and if u r anxious u r in the future..well life is time and the best time is now.     
                   Enough of philosophy bt I would rather get lost in my thoughts and fucked by philosophy rather than fucked by boredom and become dreary
                   Its been 8058 days of my existence and solely dependent on my parents and who complains ..its my mother india and it allows me to live this way

Pie day

3.14 march 14 marking bdays of aamir khan and gouds
                 If it wasn't for free lunches fests suck except when you see ur fav gals in clad sarees. Not that am gonna masturbate to her but sheer pleasure enjoying the aesthetics of her beauty
                 Sister meets shekhar kammula at ku. For me the idealist of entire state . May it be the films,social awareness, or mainly his persuit of making films after an ms in us. Hope I would not stuck in the cob web of a job but do what I like as a wiseman always says
"Success is when u wake up in d mrng go to sleep at the right time and in between do whatevr u like "

Debba meeda debba

The day you think u mastered something you will be a amateur again..the same happened to me consecitively for 2 days.didn't fracture my body but still..
               Sowji says its god hand for my atheism :)
                Mettugutta a family outing on the eve of maha shiv ratri.

Now with 2 admits out of 4 mind dwelling on to the next step i20 and visa
    Susrutha.. revisiting my little kingdom. Found on fb. Those days she was the sole topper and her exit to abu dhabi gave me space in that corner and I even bagged an award as a top 3. Now was that real :) yes
   I was shy to hold that basketball at first but now want to dunk it. All said I done I had a heavy meal (party to shasha and matti at greenpark) which compensated my swim and sport
 

Drinking

Should always foresee what's coming on when u r drunk.people manipulate always and so do I
            I was happy before and even when drunk. It makes me fearless but when u overstep the border it ruins everything u carefully construct friends money

More booze

Vodka again with bittu item jettu
                  Out of senses completely. Admitted into univ of north texas. Now relieved :) most of the things you worry never happen and so was the case here

A test

Life won't give a second chance to a first experience
                  Ind vs aus. I have so long waited for this to see god and scream "saxhin" at him
They are live heroes being an absolute sport like whwn the crowd teases "kohli tamannah "
                   Sat in west chairs that were adorned :) by  sachin fan sudhir blowin his shankam. I won't stop here..this is the first and the best
              Where is my moral when picking a fight for the unintended bump .. Later to factory . Serioously there are some shirts waiting for me to worn. Ended the day with smirnoff at a bar and dozed off in deluxe to home :)

Back again

Don't rush urself judging a person .. bapamma athamma..all ever want is to be happy but many come with apprehension and anxiety ..
             Joined swimming again